63. Self realize

I know, I am one among the nature’s creation among billions
Oh my nature the supreme intelligence, who creates all the beauty

Wither me not; and take me not without the purpose
Make me realize, my purpose of life within and to sanctify

Make me not oscillate, with the direction of the breeze of the wind
Warm me with the luminosity of the sunlight with the bestowing rays

And with your dazzling, shine of moon, of the mighty spherical globe
Cause my mind not to wax and wane along with its inanimate char

With those of mercury globe, hand me the wisdom as all thy seek
Of the reddish salvation for my warrior and bravery deeds

And for those of, worldly teacher that spins and transit invisibly year after year
Thou make me slow down, in my busy life, with a proper worldly settlement

For those with the special hoop that he owns, showers on me to read others
Oh, that elegant with the gorgeous looks, of the Venus with its glowing sparks

All of those earthy wishes that grant to grab and hold the arrogant nature
With those of all detachment and make me to self realize with the counter spin

62. Most dwell in my heart

Most dwell in my heart and few in mind;

The prior, is the pure product of love;

And the latter, is a pure summation of calculations;

I prefer, to keep all in my heart, rather in mind

61. Enlighten

Praise & adore 

for to be 

a great devotee

whereas

experience

for to be 

enlighten

being

60. Attach the mind

I have to attach 

my mind for the 

detachment 

of material wishes

59. Choices of words

Choices 

of 

words 

will

cease

 many

problems

58. To forget you

It was just a moment, I fell in love with you
for your pretty eyes

And within a minute, I rather suppressed it
and neither had you refused it

It was just hours together, we smiled
courted and hugged each other

And takes just a few weeks, to understand each other
for more glee

It was months together, we dated in seclusion
and engrossed as neither poles

And it was almost years, we spent together
and most are dulcet memoirs

And candidly, no time to time, the time we spent all alone
in intimacy

But take only a few minutes, we unglued ourselves,
for unknown reason

Yet, it has taken my whole lifespan to forget you
for the deepest true love, and yet I forget not

57. You made me cry

The first time, you got me to cry,
by saying I love you

And made me reach the sky,
when we were in love

You said you loved my voice,
and liked my heart beats

You looked at me as a bee,
and gave the meaning of life

I love those moments you spent,
with me in solitude

And shared a lot with me;
with a great Venus smile

I still think of the days, I lay my head,
on your midriff

You taught me a lot to love,
and the divine things

And finally, you made me cry,
when you left me all alone

56. Languages

Languages 

are the most 

beautiful 

creation

ever developed 

in the human history

55. I cry holding you

I always embrace you at night,
whenever she kisses me at day

I never forget to grip you,
when I am in trouble with her

At times I cry holding you,
when she gives me the love pain

I often hug you; if she embrace me,
very nicely that day

Why I cuddle with you,
if she cuddles with me the whole day

And I squeeze you,
if I have a dream about her either day or night

Every time I clasp on you,
whenever I am comfortable talking to her

Why I hold you close, when she says,
she loves me and like to be with me

Habitually I crush you, my pillow,
whenever I have sweet dream about her 

54. I still love you

I still love you and think of you, oh my goddesses, as I witness within.

53. Man behind the curtain

Honestly, nature can’t wait to admire the form of the nature
Though all seems to be ideal; there exists some reluctance 

Why this hunger; and why these feelings and emotions
Forget not to admire the majestic creation, the lion; 

And also forget not the humble tiny creation of deer
Why for the hunger of lion; the savage slaying of the timid deer

Why for the hunger of vulture; the tiny birds and chicks as prey
And for the hunger of chicks; the mama hen that feeds with worms

Though to certain extent, nature can tolerate the different species prey
How to tolerate the nature’s hunger of fish; the baby fish prey?

The cat to eat its kitten as to labor, so to say nature is beautiful?
Above all to make it think; only an inquiry, to the man behind the curtain

Guess some centennial or millennia, might claim to auto fix or the era or eon
Humble beings celebrating with different names as nature's creator 

The emotion and feeling within and the fear, for invisible infinity, amounts on top
The first humble man ever threatened on earth with the darkness

The threat results in fear, along with mighty lightning and boom
Though there exists other flaws, that needs to be self corrected by thy creation

Why bother with earthquakes, and why these tornadoes and hurricanes
Why those tsunami and cyclones everywhere, and why those

Tiring diseases to decease; for not to fit in the entire universe for the brutes?
Honestly, nature can’t wait to admire the form of the nature

52. Adhere to the rules

Adhering 

to the rules & legalities 

makes one to experience 

a paradise 

existence on earth

51. For the dying

i think those days, grandpa planted and it germinated
i think those days, he watered and it developed as a vast tree

now he is no-more; yet, I enjoy with what he planted
and I think those days, my dad sweat, and earned hard

he built a house, of his very choice and claimed as dream house
now he is no more; yet, I inhabit in that house luxuriously

some ego triggered, within me; I accumulate earthly wishes to that house
for to leave all to offspring’s; while I rest as my ancestors got along

are those of my deed a selfish or selfless attitude; as in question
query to view the great deeds rendered by humans for humanity

wonder to see the sacrifices by great leaders by their selfless attitude
for the multitude of the nation to free from slavery, attributed in every line

for the dying, aging, and orphans surrendered the whole life with selfless attitude
for mankind's sophisticated life; the sleepless nights that scientist spent

of great mind and souls; where to count all of this; and where to record all this
for to sweat for my heirs is not a selfish and to die for unknown is selfless attitude

oh my soul; hear my voice, ignore me not, and mollify me
    i think of those days, grandpa planted and it germinated

50. Even though compare

Even though 

compare and contrast 

helps to progress oneself

but  invariably 

it triggers one's ego and bestows the stress

49. Before forty

Before forty, I relied on my knowledge

So I even attempt to correct my circumstances

After forty, I rely on my wisdom

So I focus every attempt to correct myself

48. Where is the breath

Where is the breath that was intertwined within me

I know not anything apart from my consciousness
All memories that are stored subconsciously ceases now

47. She is so beautiful

She is so beautiful in that distant blue sky

shining and illuminating with pearl like teeth

dark hairs often veils and unveils her face

with every gentle air that blows

46. Where the flesh

Where the flesh and blood is
that was along with me so long

I know not any thing apart from
fusion that happened within me

All that is left of me is the soul
that unites me within the universal spirit

45. Who are you my divine

Who are you my divine

In the form of vast sky
Who are you my love

In the form of dance
In my life

44. Mind

I 

constantly 

hold my mind open 

to obtain 

the eternal communication

from

beyond

43. I am not sure

I am not sure 

either inanimate objects 

have anything to do with the existence

but certainly human controls one another