5. The power of sorry

Once I did, had a quarrel with my friend

 being close, I thought, her excuse will excuse me;

 neither I nor she ever spoke about the wrath to end

 years passed by, but with a grudge with me

 Often used words that arguably defend

 stronger than I, she routed me in all arguments;

 never thought to unite, yet days and nights appends

 rarely slept at times, while my nights did their judgments

 Thought to break the resentment, for to consent with

 searched for words and never found any, better than sorry;

 regret not, my apologies too, she too concurred with

 nice to unite after a long dispute, with one word sorry

4. Why am I here

Why am I here
for I don't know where to go?

How long should I
remain here as a natures slave?

3. Oh my God

Oh my god, generator

oh my god, organizer
oh my god, designer or destroyer?
give me joy, give me life,

give me hope to live.

I saw a bird with tiny wings
flew so high across the sky
give me wings, and let me fly

I saw a fish with tiny fins
swims so ease in the deep sea
give me fins, I want to swim

I saw a deer with antlers pair
seems so grace, with pretty looks
give me one to have that look

Give me words just to praise you
got so wondered about your creation
got so amazed about amazing things
let me praise you beyond my thoughts

Where's the bird? It stopped to fly
where's the fish? It ceased to swim
where's the deer? Did it perish?
Where they gone, I don't know.

Oh my god, generator

oh my god, organizer
oh my god, designer or destroyer?
give me joy, give me life,

give me hope to live.

2. Our People

People are our hope

and they live for a hope

people work for life

day-in and day-out

people are the one

who takes care of us

people are our community

and so are we

1. Why I wonder, while I am forty

 (I)

Why I wonder, while I am forty

 why these thoughts ever had been?

 days just swept while hair turns grey

 Astro reads I born on July

 Leo, my sign, loyal and kind but egoistic

 don't listen, echoed my heart

 I got annoyed when the moon on eight

 stars giggled, looking at me

 don't listen, said my ego

 I have felt so much pain

(II)

 Stressed at times with agony sort

 searched for a lap to lay so calm

 I have love with emotions blend

 some told me I'm good to be

 away please squawked others

 oh my close, I can't believe

 someone help to comfort me

 who am I, and why am I here?

 Where do I belong for where to go?

 What for me and what for to?

 stretch my hands to wipe my tears,

 give me shoulders, and cuddle me up

(III)

 My psycho mind said all have this

 distress not and have the pill

 I hate the tablet and witness my thoughts

 just kept still and went so deep

 thoughtless state, pleasant to stay

 stop the ego and have no worry

 cease to think and turn not grey

 let desire not follow your way

 I quit my ego and had life easy

 I felt happy and felt so joyous

 I felt ecstasy with elation mixed

 had lucid dreams and flew above the sky

 my silence said it's a kind of bliss

 my psycho mind said it's a sense of relief

(IV)

 I lost this state when status compares

 I lost this moment as ego triggers

 searched all books and read them all

 have a lot of desire for all kinds of success

 work so hard to get so rich

 have some research got to go on mars

 plan perfect for skyscraper

 design so well for nice spaceships

 think so deep for to be intellect

 sweat the brow, you will grow

 competence best to stay ahead

 invest best to remain in stocks

 write logic codes to rock the world

 so read them to be rich!!

(V)

 Perturbed, I, in the confused state,

 chose to still or decide to think,

 closed my eyes, and listened to my voice

 what to shadow? And what not to?

 What to clutch? And what not to?

 I got to know, I got to know

 someone help to soothe me up

 give me a shoulder and snuggle me up
nothing to wonder, nothing to ponder